VIDI deals with the ambiguity of social phenomena. In this diary I examine through drawings and writing how those phenomena oscillates between contradictory meanings: What is important here is not only the motif, but also the medium of the diary. It allows me to work with fragments, repetitions, and breaks that create an open network instead of a closed narrative. VIDI consists of single pages, each 18 x 13 cm. In this form, drawings, handwritten notes, and blank spaces combine to form a structure that is neither purely private nor completely public, but moves somewhere in between. The result is a work that not only addresses ambiguity, but also methodically explores it: in terms of content through the concept of the phenomena, and in terms of form through the practice of the diary.